I was browsing through my old social media posts and i found mysef a lot of laughter.
I don't remember i was that sarcastic with a twist of satire humor.
There was a lot of laughter browsing through random self monologue and punny joke.
I don't care when people doesn't understand what the joke is. But i love posting random things.
I think it's a process where i can be reminded of who i am and what i was.
It's not a backward process but i think it's an important thing to keep reminding yourself of who you are and not lost in the digital realm of growing up. It gets into your real life and makes you a real bitter individual when the part of you that had been accepting the grown up you.
It gets really bitter when you hold on to the value of works and interaction between you coworker that you've been holding up high turned downhill and these people told you "it's just the way it is used to" and your standard degraded.
It feels like you are convincing people that you are not lying when people say that you are a liar. Nobody believes you since they accused you and they don't want to listen to you. Yes, bad system destroys good people. And your system is chaotic. You never be on top.