Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Stumbling Upon Old Posts

I was browsing through my old social media posts and i found mysef a lot of laughter. 
I don't remember i was that sarcastic with a twist of satire humor. 
There was a lot of laughter browsing through random self monologue and punny joke. 
I don't care when people doesn't understand what the joke is. But i love posting random things.
I think it's a process where i can be reminded of who i am and what i was. 

It's not a backward process but i think it's an important thing to keep reminding yourself of who you are and not lost in the digital realm of growing up. It gets into your real life and makes you a real bitter individual when the part of you that had been accepting the grown up you.

It gets really bitter when you hold on to the value of works and interaction between you coworker that you've been holding up high turned downhill and these people told you "it's just the way it is used to" and your standard degraded.

It feels like you are convincing people that you are not lying when people say that you are a liar. Nobody believes you since they accused you and they don't want to listen to you. Yes, bad system destroys good people. And your system is chaotic. You never be on top.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Aruba Cannon Ball

Life just went downhill from here 
And from now on it is not going to get better

Yet...

Grown Ups

Day 9201,
I realize life not just like or dislike someone or things.
Being nice or not to people,
or acting nice.

Being happy is just being around your family 
or just playing video games with your siblings.

I realize there is evil.
Something or someone that shows you that terror is apparent 
and it was real.

I realize hating the past and getting upset about what the things you should have done or the things that you shouldn't makes no point.
It's just inevitable.

You realize that bad people did bad things to you and all you can do is just... Preventing it to happen.
Sucks it is