I Got a Shoot on 5.30 so I Just Have 2 Hours to Sleep

The less worrying thing on human beings

and the most thing people will hassle if they isn't that necessary

The thing mentioned here is isn't important

but it irritates when someone talk about that

No seriously it isn't pleasant when someone taller than me, take an example if i like someone and she's taller than me, i probably throw the feeling as far as it can go, and when i attend some music concert it's hard to see the stage

i looks smaller than i should be.

No kidding but i think everyone expect me taller and bigger

Well i socialize on the internet i don't have many friend out there. So if they see my pics they have a picture of ideal myself on their minds

I have an average height of asian guy about 5' 7", even though i'm taller than my mom and about the same height with my dad, my brother have a massive gap with me he's about 5' 11"

i am not that short if compared to most girls but it isn't nice to had the same height as they do

Forgive me God i ain't being not grateful with your gift but i think i am the one who don't put an effort for being taller

But say it i don't try to be tall and don't put a big passion of being tall and let's take a look at my cousin named Juan he isn't active he do nothing, like playing computer, sega, what ever when he was a teenager, but he got a 5' 11" tall that's genealogical

I just wish i am taller

So When Will That Time Come Back to Me?

You know, the last time i sleep was thursday (14/5/2009) morning on 7.35 AM

and woke at 1 PM

And i haven't got any sleep till now! That is saturday (16/5/2009) 3.33 AM

i got Mickey mad at me and she thinks that i am crazy hahahah

But i bet you guys haven't sleep longer than me~

You Can Agree With Me or Just Simply Hate Me

There on the corner, in front of that bread shop

a grandpa sat there all the time with his old chair

he's able to talk normally but seems his lips puts a weight too much to zip what inside his mind

he don't have anyone to share, anyone to talk to, and a place to stay when the rain pour

all the thing he got is his old Hohner Accordion to make some money for living

and his special ability to read minds

So he could hear what other people think or see anything in his mind like a gallery

so people passing by any kind of thought any kind of faces

everyday, he keeps hearing people wanting money, food, sex, to not being late got to their office, to buy this day's newspaper and on and on

But not today, there 5 man pass by

they looks like a working parter, which one is arabic, and other is chinese, indian, and jew and one looks like asian

he read them one by one he found that they have their own "road"

but the interesting part is one of them have nothing to worry

so he is going deeper to this guy's mind

now he is in that guy's mind gallery

nothing shows the answer what this guy thinking

but all he got is this huge banner with this word

"If i don't have to choose, Why should i?"

God, You Really Love Me I Love You Too

a picture paint a thousand word isn't it?

And Vegetarianism Is How You Prevent Animal From Suffering. Not To Suffer Yourself

And how long you want to live in this world. Do you want to live longer?

I AM

Thank God, Most Mobile Phones Nowadays Charging Trough The USB Port. That Means i Can Use Yours Too

Do you know a word called Jealous

a simple word to say

but it expressing the incapability of one

let us say ME lately experiences the jealous word

Jealous when a couple walking from the opposite side holding each other hands

*an example i don't really remember when but when i saw a couple pass by they holding each other hand i stare at their hands from the farthest point till i turn my head and they smiling talking to each other till i can't saw them

Jealous for whom that can get famous

*don't really know why i always get jealous to them although i really really do not want to be a SINETRON actor hahahah But it's okay if i famous for being in a band hahah *whistle* you wish *whistle*

Jealous for whom that College National University and studying on Medicine program

*omg this is soooo exhausting. I really want it and i spent last year to learn it and on till now. But it is a bit heart shocking to hear someone younger than me studying on National University and on medicine program CUT ME OUT CUT ME OUT CUT ME IN THE CHEST! Hahahah

Jealous on someone who have an expensive drum set

*yea it happens even a music studio have better drum set than mine. My drumset called "J. Porcaro" which i modified become "U.D Jorro" (i forgot how i did it) and that's a crappy drumset. I planned to have a Gretsch 5 pieces drumset *wish me can get the money *cross finger

Jealous on someone who tall

*i'm short 5' 7" No further information

and that's jealous i think. It is someone incapability on something but i don't think my incapabilities as a border. But it motivates me to be "more than now"

Are You Motivated by your incapability?

Second Year, Time, Cannabis, Hollow, and Rush

Dudeee i want to go out and get a proper meal

lately my "assistant" didn't made anything to eat, my dad go out on the morning and that completes my suffer

i want to go out eat as many as i can and go to the gym get fit i got thinner when i was sick back then

since the bell screaming and the wind tear up the calmness

and i see nothing now

Me and stupid things have a really close relationship, and every stupid things i do was like every mouth said "Are you crazy?" and the word like a compliment to me

and i want to go out NOW i really mean now

but oops something crossing my mind. Many people ask me why i do not go to college and the answer is

"i think that i am a big palette and brush, looking for the canvass all my life"

i really didn't know what to do i really like music and stuff but like my father always said you can't depend on that thing all your life and i do think so

i really like to master something and when i become old i teach the others that need my skills

so in due course of that i just follow what my parents wanted from me and what they expect from me this last 2 years

i do enjoy it, i don't say that i didn't like it i like it but i was afraid of failing

failing to praise my mom and dad. Every second i do from last year i do it for my parents

in that way i show that i really care about them i want they both happy

and um there's a secret within this words read it carefully that i think i want to GIVE IT A TRY