A Sip of Coffee and Thousands of Pill

Since i read the happiness project i have bring back my old habit

i've bring my sudden change attitude and i gone to gym too

because i have a flabby tummy i think i have to solve my problem one by one

i will get rid of my flabby tummy since it has been loyal to me since i was in mid school

so i decided a sudden change. A big change rather than just running.

And i have another habit that is kind of shock me as well that is rehearsing the subjects i've been studying at campus, preparing for upcoming assignments and tests. I think this is my current happiness project

i will gradually make another project as time i'm reading the book

Achtung

i shouldn't be awake right now since i got a lot of things to do tomorrow
do you guys have a sleeping problem cure? Because it's been 4 years i've been having this thing

Pottery Rest

I used a lot of internet things

plurk

twitter

tumblr

but i like it here

it's not being conservative

but i like it here

silent

peaceful

reminder

of who i am

and a lot of things i've been through

bits and pieces

"I'm begging you

don't close your eyes, don't ever sleep

don't ever leave me even for a second

because i miss you too much"

Now I Remember To Stretch Out The Pain

straight from the gibraltar strait to the fire
the chemical that change you
the remedy that will help you breathe
a sweep of of paintbrush into the canvass
black and yellow,
spotlight, darkness
and dusts 

I Miss My Self. When The Color Speaks

as it strike i want us both on the floor
i want that light stumble upon
i see you here
ride the lights toward you
i know you're that way
you're across the sea
anodyne passes the opposite way back of the hand
i embrace the very unsteady self of me
i welcome you back
please stay
things will be better if you were here

Lung, Passages, I Need You

I realize a lot of things has changed along the years. From the first time i'm writing things in the blogspot
My english is a lot better, and it's more in order
I like to call it my frame: The frame that i saw when i was writing down blog entries
i've said bye bye to my white MacBook
I like that Laptop but it's too heavy

I like my new MacBook Air. It feels like a dream since the first time i got this laptop. I.Just.Like to call it that way. LAPTOP

a lot of things has changed,
i miss my old style of writing "consisting a dense of a rock solid" where do they gone

I like my words every single thing i wrote here, no matter it was true or false , right or wrong i like it
i like every single thing on the internet. tumblr, twitter, plurk
but there's no other thing beats the feeling when i write here
i feel a lot of people can read what im writing
i feel i am just a part of living that pointed on a world surface
like i believe someone out there reading this blog and understands

a lot of things changed
i'm no longer skeptical about love
i know i'm not sure about it so i made my own definition towards the word that we never learned the exact meaning

i remember one time i gave my dad a little bunny doll and said "Promise me you will come back" he replied "I'm not going anywhere, i'll just be away for a while"
i don't know why that kind of emotion were absence in our family
no hugs when we sad
no wipe tears when we cried
no "i love you" when we apart. Just kisses and "Bye bye"

my laptop has changed and i still feel the same about this environment. I felt a sudden yearn of myself the one i had struggle hard to find in my past years
i believe this laptop will help me a lot through my days
from now on, till sometime in the future

"i promise i will take care of you"