You Are That Special

There's nothing frightening about when you met people and you learned to get acquainted  to them,
get used to their behavior, get to know them better.
Theres nothing frightening knowing that they can leave you someday, sometime, some way.
They took those memories from you, those moments from you, a part of your life away.
It's not frightening if that happens.

You get those memories, love, and affection that you deserve,
And no one can understand those as you do.
You are that special for being loved by someone and you are special to love someone.
Even if that they someday leave you, it's just that... You both are just not meant to be
Not because it is not destined to be.
But it is the series of your behavior and choices within life.
It's your call, your decision.
You need to know that once you met someone in your life you've got to be prepared for when they leave you.
Never be afraid when you love someone, or someone loves you back.
You are that special.

There's a thin mistaken line between Fate and Luckiness

As the time goes by i learned that i am not the selectee nor am i destined to be with someone

Nothing in this world make a statement that we're destined to be with someone, doing something, be at one particular place or something made the arrangement for us for been at some particular place.

We as human has made the choice, decided to be somewhere, and desired to be with someone.

Fate itself just did it's role as a form of your name, your parents, and where you were borned.

You can't change that.

That was 3 things that fate gave us

Place where you were born. You can't choose where you were born like picking a clothes that you like. You can't change that either. Only with some legal paper but it is inevitable that the origin of you were.

Parents, yes you can't choose them either. You can't choose with whom you were raised and get acquainted to. You can't choose some cool rockstar that lived somewhere in Hollywood or somewhere in the middle of nowhere. You are here, with some money to access internet with your cool phones and quite lucky to have all of that.

Name, because it's inevitable that you were born with a designated name. You can't ask your parents to pick some cool name for you. Sadly, no.

But yes, other than that 3 were you choice. It's your call, your effort. Yes you can change that.

The Victory, The Rush

People forgiving each other

The roads are crowded

People came back to their homes with their families inside their head

The roads are crowded so does the air. It's full of noises

People are outside their homes. Celebrating what they call it as "the Victory"

People are inside their homes just to gather with their loved ones or just simply getting their time.

People are busy with their phones or just watching Raging Chopper Man in Discovery Turbo

People don't know how to spend their time with their loved ones

Or just fixing the stuttering words on their numb tongues.

People are numb just like their tongues

And people are dumb not to show love to their loved ones

Why Does Your Eyes Flickering Like Crazy When The Rockets Struck Your Eyes

I think i like someone. . .

She's not that good nor bad. She's the way she is. She is the one i think when i close and open my eyes. She's the one that makes my heart races.
Making straight faces, fooling around, and talk to for hours.
She's the one that keeps telling me that I'm the best when i did the worst.
She is the one, that hugs me shameless just to make me smile.
She is the one, that hugs me shameless
She's the one, that hugs me
She's the one

Level 42

I love my Dad for introducing me to this band

He always listens to great tunes when i was still in the elementary school

Bread, Level 42, The Eagles, Deep Purple, The Zombies, Tee Set, Joe Cockers, The Bee Gees, George Benson, Ozzy and stuff.

He is heavy to rock and Jazz

love it

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Couple of weeks ago i heard about the band Mew coming to town. I always like them, and always been adoring them. I don't know why i feel this way. Why am i afraid of the thought of watching them. Why should i? Why the most favorite sounds in my life that have been bringing me this way have to make me afraid of enjoying them. Why should i?
Why am i afraid of listening to them all this time? I don't know why.

I remember the last time everyone asked me to watch them live. I didn't
and hearing them coming is never make me this nervous, afraid at the same time.
I don't know why.

Is this because when you listens to some songs and the tunes brings back a lot of memories in one single song, sounds, and beats or am i just simply nervous.
I faced a lot of things that make me nervous. I don't think that this is nervous.
I think this is something else.

Or may be this is the stage of when you left behind a lot of old things, put it in a box, and trying to forget it, and somethings remind you about the old things that you left behind.

I've been trying to forget my past, and what I've done a couple of years back.
I don't want to remember them nothing at all.
But i think it's useless.

Don't you think when you have no history, then you've become something that can't make a history. Something that can't left a mark in a history of the world. Like a tiger died, withers and left the marks. Like an elephant that dies, left the tusk.
We are all do wan't to be remembered that way.

Actually, I've lost my vibes and interest in new things.
Is this what it's called growing up.
You left the complicated things, and start on with a simpler things. Left the complicated things, and you move onto the activity, and stuff that helps you going through life.

What life is exactly, what it is suppose to mean?
I recently saw a videos about Extra Terrestrial being has been working with the Canadian government, and always believe that aliens exist. I mean. What they called as genie, and spirits could be them. I mean come on people.
We're too selfish to say that we're living alone in the whole universe. We can't be really alone in the goddamn universe and i believe that was true.

too tired. I'm done

Random Tunes is On! Soundcloud, 10:17 AM, and 'That' Cute Girl Laugh

I like meeting new people, working with them, and knew how the way they think. It's like a palette. You combine distinctive colors into one harmonious painting. Spoke itself as one meaning. Like the sounds you hear. The drums roll, the guitar strum, thumping bass, human voice became a glorious song.

You meet different people from different backgrounds work as one with one goal. How sweet it is for a lover. How they came from different human beings, and met, agreed in one same goal. Work harmonious, support each other, complete each others words while the other lost it's words.

But meeting new people sometimes harder when not everyone you met doesn't open to new people.
When you meet new people, and you felt afraid, and judged them before you don't even try to know them. How horrible way to treat people when we live in one earth, and need to socialize. Because we are social beings.

I need to stop now. Lotta works ahead