EMOREXIA

2 years ago i never imagine that i could become like this

Started when i know about fried chicken (The almighty and only one McDonald's Sarinah), i don't really remember what's my age at that time, maybe i think 3 or 4 like that

my body fat double itself because the support of fried chicken

i have a pic for visualization

1. before 15 my weight is about 89 Kg

2. On 15 - 16 my body weight is about 76 Kg

3. When i was 17's my body weight is about 68 Kg

4. Now my average body weight is about 60 Kg

The Singer, The Guy With Similar Clothes With Mine, and a Girl With Them

I saw my crush walking by just about 3 hours ago

She's looks exactly like what i remembered, nothing's wrong with her

except she walking with her...

don't know who wether he is her ex, formal boyfriend, or else now

ya i feel a little disappointed but i am grateful i can see her face once again this day

I shouldn't have feel like this because i don't really close to her but i just wanted to start a relationship to her as myself

Nah forget it i just need friends, i mean a lot of lot of friends

go on add my facebook won't you? hahaha

I Didn't Ask Much But Why Nude Models Always Pretty

I just Googling on google image finder, and found this cute girl pic that fortuitously a nude model

She's cute doesn't she? I think she's gorgeous

Hahaha speaking of models, what do you think about dating models?

Sometimes i Feel These Words are Touching

Grab a Camera and Shoot at Anything Being Used Recently

In due my camera borrowed by my brother, i can't take a pic at anything, so i remember my aunt have a Nikon D70 camera so i take it, and shoot at several items that i used recently

WTFFFF! Its inverted by itself

Nah it's k, looks like Warhol stuff 

What a nice error 

Whoa i found this error caused by photoshop 

i will give you the original inverted image so if you curious about what pic is it save it and invert yourself! 

Really fun *tip finger

HERE!

That 8 bit guitar now on my hand

Because of i keep thinking about the guitar i decided to share the price with my dad so i give him 250 bucks, and he bought it. But before i give him the money he said "Help me take that box beside the closet" and i saw my mom were praying in front of the closet. So i wait for a moment

And after she finished her prayer, i took the box that written "ESP"

and then i rape it hahaha

take a look

8 bit? 

if you wonder why i said this is an 8 bit guitar 

here i give you a zoom in

if smart people were boring, beautiful people weren't smart

So when i saw this girl she was attracting for me and looks like not just myself feels like that, because her social webpage full with several guys giving her a sweet comment.

so i decided to take a shortcut and make it fast, i ask her IM account and she gave me. We talk a lot of stuff until i ask her phone number either she ask my number too and she said she wanted to call me about an hour from now. She called, i can hear her soft voice over the phone we talk a lot and i feel she is interesting. The until the next 2 weeks we texting each other every minute. 

but God creates every ego with it's own value

at first i ask a name which i predict is her boyfriend, and she said he just her ex and now they close each other, i trust her

As time goes by i keep my trust on her.

i ask her to go out but she said she had to leave this town on next day so she had to prepare everything this day. That's reasonable

Later i saw her another social webpage shown she was in a relationship to someone.

And then i ask her "Did you lie to me?" she said "Lied about what?" i said "Lied about your relationship with him" she said "I didn't! It's true we were close, but we going back together and the truth is i am on relationship with him from the first time you know me"

and she is attractive no more just in one phrase