I'll let you choose
Just imagine/feel,
that you are a person whose hard to fall to someone
and someday you met someone which you think he/she is attractive enough for your eyes only
just for your eyes
and a second after you threw it away as far as you can
because you think it is ridiculous, you can't get her/him in term of you think you are an ugly duckling, you feels that you have nothing special
Years gone by you met that person in random and you changed
Totally changed you knew it
he/she exactly like you remembered exactly what you like
and in exact shape that you've been dreaming all the time
he/she turns up to recognize you in person
she looks happy to see you again in this condition
and you surprised that he/she able to recognize you
you ask her for a coffee or two
"Sure!" he/she replied
You feel that a fireworks played in rhythm with your heart and feeling become one as you walk the path to the coffee shop beside him/her
The clock feels ticking slowly
and Your stomach seems don't friendly this time
say hi to the grandma florist!
and a coffee shop still a coffee shop
you said something funny, he/she laugh
and on and on
the most important thing is he/she with you and you can see him/her as long as you can let out an interesting subject
Sleeping pills wont work this time but a message from him/her come says "Goodnight" will be your sleeping pills all night for a months forward
Like what you always do you'll be in a duty for your work to do
you'll be gone for a while and as busy as you used to be you can't reply a message even hear the phone rang
but the phone rang he/she calls to make sure you alright
and you said "i miss you" you mean it
and he/she said "Take care"
you will beat up all of your task restless
Mark the calendar till the day you will meet up with him/her
You will confess how do you feel with him/her just to make him/her know
you came back to the city take a deep breath
call him/her just wanted him/her to know that you came back
make an appointment it's 8:50
you will met up in 40' minutes from now
cross the road from the opposite side of coffee shop
and there's grandma florist!
say hi to her!
but she whispers something "Young boy/girl i saw your boyfriend/girlfriend walk happily with someone 2 days ago and i think they are engaged because i saw one of them kneel and give a ring to another"
You laughed because she maybe just a forgetter babbling old grandma
Beep* Beep* he/she texted you "Hey remember 9:30! Don't be late to get to the coffee shop!"
so you sit at the coffee shop and ask for a glass of water to calm you down
5' minutes more she will show up
You soaked in your daydream about her and how deep you both fall one to another
but far in your hollow gaze someone you might know come up
There he/she is! But he/she with another guy/girl
You try to hide your angst behind and try to saw his/her gorgeous face
but there three of you sit there
but there's the ring! In her finger
but the good news is he/she said a little story
"I met this guy/girl recently and it's crazy were both in love!"
Here they come! One of them show the ring!
and you'll be in agony
but all you can say is
"Is it that fast? With somebody new?"
but he/she said something that all he/she need is your understanding