Monday, June 8, 2009

Let Me Stay on 19, Please....

i was craving blogs and read it slowly
till my the YM window notify there's one text pending
so i clicked on the window i got a question...


well, i just miss those times

The day when you never think about money, girlfriend, someone to care about and something to fulfill when you step on particular age. The need of education, the need to eat something and every friends and family was close to you. The day when you want to play with them you just call them and you will meet them as soon as possible. The day when your parents have no such a big business like traveling trough this country or go abroad. The day when the thing you really like is to eat anything without worries, using kids shampoo without worrying that the hair will dried damaged or something. The day when you don't have to think about how to give your parents something in return

Well i thought about this every time, i like the time when we were young we feel we were unbeatable we feel we were immortal. We do pretty much bad things we try everything so we know about that things and doesn't care wether it's good or bad right or wrong we just like to do it. We laugh with friends and we love them we enjoying much time with them rather than our family we go anywhere with them, and you think your parent's didn't have so much attention on you. We never feel regret when we walk out the door every minutes and hours. We fight with our parents and we really want the things we wanted to be and we fight about their misuderstanding we don't even think that one time they will gone and leave us we keep wrangle with them. But that's when we were young

When we were older in this case is me, i can see things why is it like that and why it is became like this. And i was enjoying my half time with family and the rest with myself. I don't really like to go out with my friends and i just have these friends they close with me and i enjoyed time with them i really like them it feels like i'm having this untied family. I have this stable life where i study everyday and i go anywhere i want to be anytime make my worries avoid me and i can see girls without worry, well just for having fun. It is a pleasant view to saw beautiful people, well i can see which one is good which one is attracting, which guy is good looking and... hey don't be jealous to them just try not to lie to yourself and let the attitude of accept that we lose is there. And i have my closest with me anytime and i don't want to lose one of them i want every little bit of them could be known and understand. Well i just don't want to see my parents die

Well it a useless hope to think that you can get back in time we have to know that time could not go back and won't repeat even scientist agrees that time keeps going trough and un-travel-able. Take your time to think what the best you can do in this current time

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