I am Wasting What I Got For A Long Time and i Realize How Stupid i Am

what the word "love suppose to mean it's like chemical basis affected your brain and make you feel happy it's explainable but in case human hasn't got name for it they call it love for instant so it became spoken

it's just for a lot of feeling you probably can say "this is the one.. and the rest is unspoken you can say you love them still for something unspoken

For instance you like that someone and you don't want to lose them and you try to go along with them as time goes by you will dislike his's/her's this habit and in time you will lose what you suppose to feel or probably they become your enemy

If you like someone and you don't want to lose them and you probably decided to be friend and there's dissatisfy in deep in your heart said "i want to be the one they love and the one they care about, and i do everything to do that" but that's the best decision you made in fact you like them very much

and about a relationship separated with a distance it'll be hard. It easy to trust someone and you build your trust to them even the worst news you would ignore it and you trust them with all your life and your feeling within it's really nice to have a feeling that you love that someone and you can feel how much they love you. But there's some case like when you trust that someone they cheated on you while you trust them in all innocence. That's wouldn't be easy to hear that they in bed with other's while you love them. Like where the hell you put my feelings to you while you do that you can beg me however you tried how hard it is you can't make me to turn to you, there's an opportunity and the offer doesn't came twice, you hurt me so bad so i don't want to know how deep you love me and how hard you try all i know you hurt me so bad

While i'm saying allowing some dreams come true it means to hold down what lies beneath, it really hard that in side we need an education to start play the future and on the other hand that means leaving your whole dream. The star scattered and frigid air blows and i said how come this thing came up to me and this is too wonderful, i said god wake me up but he didn't he convince that i am pretty much awake till the time i feel her arms next to my arms while im sleeping, and he wake me up again and again no matter how hard my brain ordered me to sleep. And he wake me pretty conscious to saw her face again and then gone i am sleeping deeply and so conscious to see the sun shine on the following morning

i found that i am wasting my DSLR and i haven't used it from the moment i bought it *sigh

and oh i just unwrapped the rereleased alesana's try this with your eyes closed, ending without stories playing