Well You Look Good On That Dress, That Way Is The Way To The Librarian

Hello folks it's been a while since i was had my mid exam and a lot of laziness to power up my computer. My mid exam went well but not the scores i'd tried my best but it turned out into this well i guess i need to try harder i've been playing a lot lately though. I read novels more often than i rehearse the subjects lately. Do you know that ride in amusement park in which we sat on one line with another four, and theres a bunch of people on other side, and it will shoot the seat to the upper tower part and gone back down and go up again and go down over and over, i think it's scary yeah like this morning i had a dream that there's two people that i remember the face, i always pass the by in campus. In my dream we were in an elevator he was lighting a cigarette, then the elevator shows warning, then it works like that thing gosh i wish i know what that thing was called. okay picture *if i can find any
OH IT'S CALLED TOWER ROLLER COASTER!

Oh scientific method, i kinda afraid of heights, not like some people with exaggeration but i think I'm normal to afraid of bungee jumping. I'm still fighting on it i don't know should i accept or fight for it. Because i remember earlier when i was at elementary school i told everyone that i had claustrophobia the fear of closed space or narrow spaces. Meanwhile I DON'T REALLY AFRAID OF THEM. I think i want people to give a little more attention on me, i don't know why i don't remember why but i like it. I like when people look at me scared in that particular spaces like (back again) elevator. And till finally i was too tired to act like that i am scared, i am normal. Don't you feel it too when you got stomachache you'll think its just some activity happening in your body, but when you know why is it moving or aching it hurts more. Like when i was fat i didn't know that i always had gastric but then lately i found out it was gastric, it hurts more. I think it's just a matter of mind tricking, what you want to fear then you do. If you didn't fear, you didn't. 


Song mood for current time: Commodores - Easy

I like the old videos playing along the song. It makes more calming (well except of the anarchy parts)