Dim The Lights and You're The Spotlight

I've done a lot of unusual things. I'm no longer as patient as i usually do, i no longer do things in order, i don't make an impression to peoples. I live my live as i am, as i should. I usually tell people not to hear peoples opinion. I actually do care about it and it bugs me but not lately.

I do hear them but i take it as one way opinion "Okay i take that as what you think. But i don't think like your way". Like i get the hint of living. Like people should know me as i am. No persona. No mask hiding. I am me as me.

I don't care what would people think of me, and do people will take me as i am?

I'm more like this is me take me as i am or watch me as i go.

this is weird and new but

i do aware of "what goes around come back around"