7-Eleven is A Disturbing Store. It Gives Me A States Surrounding and Now I Wanted To Go To States

A lot of things have been going on me my hair is shorter, i got a "Snake Bite" piercing, and i bleach my hair. Beside of that all the people around is now acting nice. I can relax, drink milk on the morning do some skip and watch tv again.

I found a new excitement of being around beside 7-Eleven store that just opened, and going with busway it is dating someone. All what i've been jealous on is now being aided by a girl that good on stitching, stitch up my open wound I was beaten up withered and being perfect all the time I hate myself I hate how am i appeared on the mirror I always wish that I am someone else and i always ask to the reflection on the mirror "Who are you actually?" i never really like myself I wish I could stop the feeling but i never like me

Well it's all about learning learning to be better. To be a better man, to be a better son, to be a better person. We're all not perfect so being perfect is such a waste. The best thing is being the best the best in field, socialization, town, or world.

We created to completing each other, she's quiet and she is noisy there they be a best friend, he is fat and the other is skinny they are best buddies there must be a opposite thing on them. I admit that i changed and I don't know is this good or not. I like things that i thought an unnecessary foods like candies, soda drink, junkies meal and my behave is changed a bit.

Michelle is a candy maniac and i know some of good candies from her. Now i can eat up 4 pack of Tic-Tac a day or on one hour well that's pretty much sounded like a candy addict. People like what they amazed of and they become influenced by that, like when first i saw my cool cousins i started to act like them and i feel confident. It is back then. But we are human and amazed by a lot of little spark of life and restricted things.
I love Michelle so much and i am her buddy she is my girlfriend and also being my buddy too. I am affected by her hobbies and what she is into I am so happy that we met after we knew each other from Facebook.

It was a fate or a fluke what ever we named it but i felt i am on the right place and at the right time when i met her. We met and a lot of things happened. I had been falling for her from the firsts and we become close to each other after that.

Well everything have a thing that supports them like Mulder and Scully, Scooby and Shaggy, Han Solo and Princess Leia, Sun and the other planets, you and your dog, C3PO and R2D2, James Hetfield and his friends, Photographer and his camera, Michael Myers and his big knife, Jaques Clouseau and Ponton, Johnny Depp and his coolness, Donald Trump and a comb they all need each other.

But Life is tough, we can't being alone going through this life.

Well, she is more like a partner to me a partner for going trough life.

Bye Bye I Have To Look Up

Dude, I'm sorry i can't keep being like this
i miss you so much and no one in this world feels the same as you
i just can't stand i mourn about you too long
one side i was so sad and one side i am linger
and i bet you don't like it too when you see me like this
someone said that i need someone to talk. It was you, but you're gone
I'm sorry i can't keep being like this you are my extended family
or maybe my whole family feel the same way
I'm sorry maybe you're shouting to me from there and said things like this for a long time ago
I'm sorry for not being sensitive, and in someway too sensitive
I'm glad knowing that you save there, and I will go on live my life
Thanks for being such a good friend

I'm going to visit your grave this morning :D

Not Quiet Farewell

It could be the last time I wrote this blog. Let's say what happened to me is my turning point. Maybe it's just the time to take on everything by myself socialize with real people and share thoughts with them. This maybe not my last note or I'll change my mind someday I will make another blog or something useful. Thanks for drop by whoever you are and what ever you doing here. I remember a scene on Watchmen movie when Rorschach is being seducted by a whore he don't give a damn on her and the whore blabbered. Before there is any misunderstanding, it means I want to keep walking on my life. This blog made me got a lot of trouble. Thank you for your attention

Han Solo

In a need and don't
like a sun keep it schedule to shine the earth
like smokers needs their cigars
helps to done a little thing which is noticeably unimportant or even important
abandon on what have been covering the cold and heat leave it melted on the floor
as you take it wash away without put your wits end
leaf falls on a closed room no air no one will touch it
like taking a breath, hurt every took an take an amount to inflate the chest
the hardest part of living is see you walk away
while i can't do nothing to prevent it
Please understand jealousy is not a good product from God
I will take care everything you give as long as you take a care of mine too
pin your hair it covers your eyes

I WANT TO

IGNORE WHAT PEOPLE DONE AND WHAT PEOPLE THINKS ABOUT ME I JUST WANT TO LIVE HAPPY AND HEALTHY

I'm Sorry I Didn't Finish The Breakfast Mommy

This morning i had a dream about you
We gone somewhere over a place that looks unfamiliar for me
We are a backpackers i have the big one and you have that leather one we hung it on our shoulder
We drop by to a Coffee Shop we sat there on the corner.

I realize something strange, everyone is talking in different foreign language. I put my bag, and about to order some drink in the middle i met an old couple said "Looks like states eh?" i left you on the corner of this coffee shop

As i ordered a cup of coffee and waited till my order came out. The doors wide open"Bang!" it slammed i turn my back and i saw a big guy short hair white sleeveless shirt blue jeans and a Ray Ban covers his eyes. He came in. A poke on my shoulder made me turn my head "Vanilla Frappuccino young boy" i get the coffee by the plate, get some sugar, and go back to the corner where i left you.

I found that you gone from that corner. It is not even funny. I hold a bag i think it's yours and i gone further to where you sat earlier, there's another backpack and they all empty. I looked outside there's nothing instead of roofless car passed, sunny weather, and a palm tress on the corner of the street. Nothing i can hear instead of mix spoken foreign language by the visitor, none of them look at me or even give me something useful, information? It was sunny and a bank across this coffee shop and i heard a screeching tire.

i opened my eyes and see my room, the heart is thumping hard. I need a glass of water

Deprivity

"Can... Can i hold your hand?
A little boy asks. words shaking shudder of unknown twirl in the spine
"Sure..
The girl hand is held by him
Road lights
Stores about to close

Rich.. Poor
High.. Average
Spoiled.. Mature
Likeliness.. No support

A song sung by him, and being a prayer
"She is my sunshine
"She makes me happy when the skies are gray
"You don't know dear how much i love her
"Please, don't ever take my sunshine away