still not feeling grateful enough
One said "You never realize how precious someone is till they gone" still i didn't get what it delivers to me i know i care about my parent's so i never fight them back. I know i'm just a little kid and they are my parent's all we have to do is following what they ordered us to do
i care about my dad and mom i want to kiss their cheek every night every time i want to go bed and hug them like i really don't want they go but in fact i wrangled with my mom every time i met her, sometimes i talk to her with care but sometimes she act like a 10 years old kid peeping out what am i doing or give me advices like i am going to do something fool and sometimes look at my tiniest fault puke her emotion till she cried
Call me ignorant, but still i can't imagine when one of them left me
Maybe i should be grateful because my sis told me that maybe me and her is the most luckiest kid in this world maybe on planet because she had a friend she told me that she always have that hollow look and i met her every time i hang out with my sis and when i look trough her eye i really feel her mind isn't in this present time
One day i share with my sis and i said that i still confused why some unlucky kids act emotionally broke while i thought it isn't that hard, she said that "it isn't like you imagine it's more than that words, for example you see that girl the last one we talked to? Her dad was a monster every night he always had a fight with his wife, hit her and do anything to her till she cried every night, but it isn't stop there after he hurt his wife he always come to his daughter and wether she's wrong or not her dad bought her to the dining table and hit her head till it's bleeding, and after every time he do that thing he cried and apologize to both of them, his daughter and wife. It repeats every night"
So my dad doesn't act like that it means God give me something that i should be grateful of. But can ask something to parents out there or someone about to be a parent please think forward think about your kids, so your kids could live life like they should. If you want a happiness don't get rid of someone else's happiness and give a bad memory to them, your parent's didn't treat you like that so don't do such thing to give your kid a bad memory.
do i look like a bit emotionally? Man i don't. My house maid didn't came for this day and i have to get something to eat after i post this. I wrote this post about at 2 PM but the internet disconnected every 2 seconds so i can't post it at that time and this is 5:03 PM i'm about to post this thing. By the way the egg picture is the egg i fried this morning and you know i didn't eat animal products but i really miss that taste lolol
and i think someone ask me to go out the day before but they didn't give a sign they about to go so i trapped in this house. The last time i took a bath was two days ago and okay i'll took a bath!